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i am a MESS!! Watched the episode in the middle of my night, it was 3 am, bc I wasn´t able to wait, on the other hand, I did not want to see it at all :D
What should I say, i think I can´t watch the episode for a while now, the first minutes were horrible, my heart started racing, i am not kidding ..
and what a suprise jack is jack until the end, he saved his family, and saved some stuff too, that was so heartbreaking, and at the end I think he sent rebecca out of the room, bc he already feels someting goes wrong with him .... the reason why he died was not a surprise, but it still sucks so much, on the other hand i am releived that the cat is out of the bag - tbh for me it was easier bc we did not seeh him acutally dying, I thought there will be a lot more drama at this specific moment, - like in greys anatomy, or ER or some other medical shows ... mandy did an awesome job, it hurts so much, seeing rebecca reactions, or better saying non reaction ... I wonder if we see more from this scene, u know, like a goodbye scene in the hospital ...
it was very interesting to see how everbody is dealing with the anniversary - all very typical reactions from the kids ... adult kevin trys to run away from everything, like so often, and than he understands he needs to "talk" to jack - this seen kills me, and the phone call was kind of funny tbh ...
kate is still dealing with her feelings - and I totally get that, its nothing u can forgot, just learn to live with it ... i still hear teen kates screaming, it was horrible..
and randall just overdoing everything :D , but I felt sad for him that nobody in his family want to enjoy the superbowl as family event - in america thats THE THING isnt it?? - and his little speech for the lizard, i just waited for a break down tbh ...
older rebecca just makes me so sad in this episode, I know she is happy again now, and she deserves it, but i don´t know I felt so bad for her , alone in the living room , eating lasagne, and watching the superbowl .. at least at the end she was with kevin, and they looked really happy *lol*
and the last scenes! WTF! :D Adult tess as social worker, I just thought ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D - and I thought this little boy is the new family member - bugger!! .. but it was great to see what tess makes about her experiences with forster care and adoptions and so on .......
and deja is back, forever?!?!
I was thinking about everything after i finished this episode, and I really want to see a WHAT IF episode ... just one episode where not everything burst into flames ...
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Date: 2018-02-08 07:00 pm (UTC)jack is jack until the end, he saved his family, and saved some stuff too, that was so heartbreaking, and at the end I think he sent rebecca out of the room, bc he already feels someting goes wrong with him
So true!
tbh for me it was easier bc we did not seeh him acutally dying, I thought there will be a lot more drama at this specific moment
I really thought we would see him die too, and was very relieved as well. I had to pause the video to cry and get some tissues, because I made the stupid mistake of not taking the box before watching.
Adult Tess as social worker, I just thought ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D
I was blown away by this! Same, I thought for sure that the little boy was coming to their family! I never expected to see another time jump in the future, now I'm curious to see the others in that future!
And I hope you did not miss episode 15 that aired this week on its normal day, so there was not only episode 14.
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Date: 2018-02-09 08:33 am (UTC)I worte this hours after I watch this episode, I watched this episode in the middle of my night, bc I thought I do not suffer enough *lol*
I always have tissues when I watch TIU *lol* - I thought about this scene a lot tbh, the fact that we did not see him dying, its still easier for me, but I really thought we will see a goodbye scene after he passed - but perhaps we will see that in another flashback ...It would be interesting to see the scene in the opposite way, the camera stay with jack´s dead and we see rebecca far away in the hall on the phone ...
and the fact jack is calling after he passed and she reacts with a smile - before she knows he is dead - still gives me the chills..
yeah me too, and I hope everybody is alive ^^